"i missed you even when i was with you. that’s been my problem. i miss what i already have, & isurround myself with things that are missing"
"’i feel too much. that’s what’s going on.’ ‘do you think one can feel too much? or just feel in the wrong ways?’ ‘my insides don’t match up with my outsides.’ ‘do anyone’s insides and outsides match up?"
"sometimes i can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives i’m not living"